i really dunno how to explain this already all the things had become so complicated, so vexing to talk abt it, but really need to explain some things although i look moody is nth lor, so hard to suppress my feelings also, some time the other also feeling the same kind of feelings with me. anyway i was concentrating abt what teacher said today that's why i reply u only uh, maybe my face is moody but i really thinking of nth actually or maybe i am wrong too expressing my feelings on twitter and blog, maybe i should change places to write...really don hope ppl when reading my blog is read abt those unhappy things just hope they are happy when they are reading, that's why i put so many photos including u, really dunno what to say, or is it i change? maybe someone can answer me.

maybe i am wrong for my action, why am i only being commented where others also got part in it? really feeling the bad experience in my sec sch gg to come back, i got bad experience in friendship also because of misunderstanding, maybe i am born to have less friends, if u see i am happily talking to others is really hard when actually my internal is not feeling happy at that time. quite long this time my blog i usually don have the habit to write my bad mood on the blog but is just that my fren reading this u all noe one, so some of u cannot continue to read my blog after seeing this post i don mind u just close this window or tab...